You can't speak the devil out of a situation and welcome him into the situation at the same time
You see, even though I say that I tried to stay humble about my marriage, I myself held it at to high of standards.
"Cauliflower, Sweet and Sour, Half an Hour, Veggie Tales" This song bounced around my head as I flipped my Bible open to Jonah. I remember watching the short video a couple years back with a friend and laughing at the ridiculousness of the story. It was a story that has been engrained into my being.... Continue Reading →
How could a loving God allow his "daughter" to experience abuse? How could a loving God let a young girl fall enslaved a sex addiction? How could a loving God let her feel so much rejection?
There is a deep seeded pain that comes from moments of rejection. A pain that aches and tears at your insides. It makes your stomach flop around as you try to remind yourself that you aren't rejected. While some may not want anything to do with you, there are others that care deeply about you.... Continue Reading →
Recently I have used the phrase "run the race I have set for you" as my motivations for working out. It has helped me push through my aching body and my tight muscles. That phrase has encouraged me and given me purpose. But over the weekend that phrase was attacked by the memories of my... Continue Reading →
When I started eating a Vegan diet I really missed the steak bites and gravy that I used to make to go over potatoes or rice. So today I decided to try to repurpose a recipe that I had previously made and create a new version of one of my favorite meals. Look how beautiful... Continue Reading →
I don't ever want to post and make it seem as though I am "holier than thou". I literally write about this stuff because when people read it, it keeps me accountable. When I share it gives me the strength to push through. This journey was not one that I was meant to keep silent. So I'm sharing it so that others can know that they are not alone.